Avoidance

I'm completely avoiding this topic here and with my friends. But not avoiding what/who I should be. I am very happy for BFF and incredibly jealous. I keep trying to remind myself that seeing her so happy should give me hope.

Cornered [9:30 AM]:
hi! good morning
BFF [9:38 AM]:
hey!
Cornered [9:38 AM]:
hows it going?
BFF [9:39 AM]:
good girl, these next two weeks are crazy, weekends included
BFF [9:39 AM]:
how r u
Cornered [9:40 AM]:
good...whats going on?
Cornered [9:42 AM]:
when do you get to go to cancun
BFF [9:48 AM]:
well the deed is done with leo
BFF [9:48 AM]:
no cancun, I'm hosting a fam over those dates, host hotel is at redrock which i have to stay on sight
BFF [9:48 AM]:
for
Cornered [9:49 AM]:
and the deed was?
Cornered [9:50 AM]:
yay...nay?
BFF [9:50 AM]:
YAY!
Cornered [9:50 AM]:
awesome!
Cornered [9:50 AM]:
anything changed?
BFF [9:51 AM]:
yeah for the better, girl he is awesome. he spent the night friday, saturday morning i woke up sick. he brought me tea in bed, went to the the store got me theraflu, gatorade, chicken soup....
BFF [9:52 AM]:
stayed all afternoon until he left for work at 330, showered at my house...
BFF [9:52 AM]:
next day sunday, we hung out all morning/afternoon until he left for work
Cornered [9:52 AM]:
awwww.....thatss great!
Cornered [9:52 AM]:
I'm really happy for you
BFF [9:53 AM]:
thanks girl, i'm seriously on cloud 9
Cornered [9:53 AM]:
you deserve it
BFF [9:53 AM]:
no man has ever treated me the way he does....
BFF [9:53 AM]:
thank you, we will see what happens...
BFF [9:53 AM]:
hows Wheelin?
Cornered [9:54 AM]:
I'm glad he treats you so good
Cornered [9:54 AM]:
well I just wanted to check in....see how things were going
Cornered [9:54 AM]:
find out if the deed went over
Cornered [9:55 AM]:
I'm swamped over here too
Cornered [9:55 AM]:
we'll chat more later
BFF [9:55 AM]:
ok!