Bubble

Lately I've felt like I'm in a bubble. Day in and day out I go about my normal routine. Feel like I've only had contact with my friends via text or phone. Its almost like living in another country. Not sure if that explains it well, but its just this very isolated feeling. Most of the guys have dropped off. I wasn't giving them much encouragement or attention...I don't regret it at all. Scorpion was the one putting forth the most effort and I finally told him that I just wasn't interested. I didn't want him to continue to waste his time. Wheelin has been......around. Around as in my thoughts, and we normally have some form of communication at least once in every 24 hour period. Even if its something as small as him making a random comment on my facebook page. I miss him so much

I've come to a few realizations lately. First off, I am a complete chicken when it comes to approaching a guy I truly like. I'll have to add more later....for now I'm looking into this.