Crystal Ball

So I went to another psychic reading yesterday...it is so weird to even type that. I'm not a person that normally goes to one...but heck if its free, I'm game. She seems to really like and keeps wanting me to come back and give me free readings. The crappy thing is that I think she's kind of lonely, so my instant response was...do you want to just hang out instead and I left it up to her to decide what she would like to do. So where's the crappy part you ask? I don't really want to hang out....I can't even say it harshly here. I felt like she was lonely so i offered to hang out, even though I don't want to. But I thought that might make her feel better. Why do I put other people ahead of me? Yes, it was really nice of her to give me two free readings...not completely free, I did giver her a bunch of pool cleaning supplies...which is how I got the first reading for free. Wanna hear the other weird thing, the minute I walked out of her house I started feeling bad....thinking that if she's a psychic couldn't she tell that I don't really want to hang out with her? If I did hang out with her would she be trying to figure out which guy I would work with best...what is it like to hang out with a psychic? Is it similar to hanging out with a psychologist? Do they ever really stop working? For the pessimist out there...Yes, I may be taking this too far...who knows if she has really psychic ability...if it really exists. But why chance it? I believe that psychic ability exists...do I believe everything she tells me is exactly whats going to happen....not really.

I told Wheelin about the reading (he introduced me to her). I told him how everything she told me this time was so positive. I have an amazing life coming to me. Honestly I really already thought that myself...maybe its the kid in me that still believes in hapily ever afters. But damn I deserve it....I've done my share on the bad side of Karma. Good stuff, better stuff has to come. Then Wheelin's comment is "Do you really think she would tell you bad stuff?" UGH...such a partypooper...actually I normally tell him that he's a killjoy (its an official word in the urban dictionary). Yes, I do think she would tell people bad stuff...she told me that my mom might be moving in with me. That is HORRIBLE in my book. She also thinks my dad will probably pass around the age of 78...he's 75 right now, that's not a good thing at all.